am smiling  , am happy , are you happy for that 

I am smiling , and you look happy !!

I always complain with my self if the meaning of the word “trust”  is work  , I don’t know ,  but lately I find out how it’s important to trust some one and  also you been trust ..

She told me : “ you are the only friend that I trust “  ,  I wonder , this really affect me , she trust me , and I am that one who called with meaningless of trust .

    I don’t  trust  her  ..

The last she is not the one who trust me , some one else , sorry friends  , my words sucks really , my ideas are quarreling in my mind , what come first I type it , I don’t take an effort to arrange my words , I just type it .

 

 i guess i used to be that kind of person who is so naive , i trust her madly , i trust her with my heart ( my love) , and she did well , she flourished that love even , like flowers when the sun shines in the morning  . 

 i feel i am adoring her .  i trust her with my dreams , honestly  she makes me a person with dreams , aware with strong well , desire , i trust her with my dreams ..  but lately . . .  

                she disappoint me  !!

     “  heey , every time I meet , I wish the moments not come to ends , I feel vital , strong desire of life , as if all my dreams comes true , FOR HEAVEN’S  SAKE ,  I love you   , am sorry , am like a naïve child , not easy I could get enough of you ,  you always acting as a good friend  , I forgive , I forgive my self , I think am stupid , I should be more tolerant even we got broke or hurt , both of us .”

Trust   !!

Do you trust  me  ??   no  I don’t  

But you love me   ??   yeah I feel it  , but I don’t trust you  ..

I don’t understand …..   yeah  , I don’t  understand you  too  …

..

Heey  my friend  , lets not think about us  , think about your self   , be happy  ,  never thought of me ,  I trust the fate will fight , I have no intention to fight  , just love ^_^  ..