I can’t lie any more !!

Why I am so addictive to this girl , okay am gonna discuss this step by step , because I feel sick and this not fine , when am with her , I won’t feel am normal , I won’t  see any one else , just her , actually she is not the problem , the problem is me , not her , she is a good girl , am not going to hate , no  , actually I will love her , because I love every one , yeah she is been neglecting me and this hurt , this is not me  .. How I could gonna solve this ??

1-Who am I ?

Yeah , really a good question . and the next good question is

2-who is she ?

Not good enough , but it’s leads to the next question :

3-What are the legally  mutual rights ??

Really stupid question , hum any I was forced  to ask ,  but where are the answers , I don’t know , but what I should do next ,  it’s clearly that is the answer of the first question .

I don’t who am I , for that I find my self lost in her love , just been blowing in her flood , and some of the Piranha fishes snatches my principles , get lost , get sink ..

What I do I need from her , am I cheat my self ,  huh OH REDICULIOUS I just imagined  if she read these words , how she think about  .. heey I have right to feel hurts , I have right to show how I am get hurt , or I am gonna die .

What is the point ?

I remember , I  told one of my overseas friend , she is very smart girl , I told her my story , she said to me : “ its partly your fault “ .

I really need to put some rules to my life , am not lost , I  need seconds , lie down , think about my whole life , my friend , my thought , then every thing will go alright . You noticed that it’s not my point to answer the second question .  no matter , I will keep life .

Khartoum – 2017/04/14

7:10 pm